So, this is a tremendous thank you to everyone that continues to support & believe in me. To inspire, empower, & connect with others on similar journeys themselves. Now, I commit to using my creative ability as a beacon of positivity, hope, & light. The writing, the photography, the drawing, the movement, the filmmaking, the business management, the YouTube, the uncontrollable drive I possess to uplift others …. Like a major shift toward alignment … like I came home after being gone a very, very long time. (which they did promptly at 5:01PM & it sucks I have to pay for that again) And every cell in my body tells me this is right because once my old job terminated my Adobe Creative Cloud access … It’s always been there - the need to create more won’t stop. Holding my breath when telling friends, thinking they’d call me crazy or not sharing anything on social or asking for support because I’m terrified of failing, looking stupid, & being embarrassed.īut, quite a few things I’ve deemed “impossible” have proven possible as of late & the thing about fear is … it can’t hurt me. It wasn’t just that though, I’ve been afraid of what people may say or think. Making a living fueled by my wide variety of art & creativity, doing what brought me joy, & helping people? Aligning with what feels like my life’s purpose? Impossible, I say - IMPOSSIBLE. Cursed because I’ve always been compelled to jump from art form to art form to art form … but also cursed because I saw a career like that as impractical - something silly or stupid. My entire life, I’ve felt cursed by this burning passion for art. Obviously that wasn’t enough because here I am - sitting in a park - wondering what the hell I’m supposed to do next. I said I provided 30 days because I wanted to give them ample time to find a replacement, but in reality, I’m pretty sure I did it to give myself more time to talk me out of it. After the 30-day notice I gave my corporate 9-5, I am officially self-employed.
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